sunhungryvampire replied to your post:The thing that kinda sucks about my itunes is that…Describe sexy music.
I have no idea and that’s my problem. I can’t think of sexy music.
Sexy music to me is the Spanish language version of Livin La Vida Loca.
I think sexy music is Anythin Gavin Creel or Aaron Tveit sings. Yup. All the sexy feels.
Feeling physically sick. Again. How do I keep gettin into the situation again and again!!
I really need to just realise it ain’t gonna fuckin happen!! Why can’t I make myself see that?!
God I really hate myself sometimes. Go on a date with a great guy. Really great. Nothin wrong with him at all. And I feel nothin!!!
And I know why!!! It’s cus I know who I want!!! And I don’t want to bother gettin to know someone else. It’s too hard!!!
I just want my life to just be the life I had in my head. But even that’s changed now. Agh!!! Think I’m just gonna go home, cry and watch romantic films. Yup sounds good.
the thought of someone else touching you makes me sick to my stomach(via 59oz)
So, I have a date on Saturday. Wow. Fear, excitement, dread…. I feel like crying, laughing, screaming and throwing stuff all at the same time!!!
Trying my hardest to move on and get talkin to people… But they are just not u are they? And they’re never goin to be.
Even if they come close to being as good they just… They miss the mark in the only way u can fill it.
Just love me yeah? Ok. Awesome.
Weird how talkin to so many people can in turn make u feel so alone.