So, I have a date on Saturday. Wow. Fear, excitement, dread…. I feel like crying, laughing, screaming and throwing stuff all at the same time!!!
Trying my hardest to move on and get talkin to people… But they are just not u are they? And they’re never goin to be.
Even if they come close to being as good they just… They miss the mark in the only way u can fill it.
Just love me yeah? Ok. Awesome.
Weird how talkin to so many people can in turn make u feel so alone.
So, talkin to a gorgeous guy online and he wants to meet… I say I’m not comfortable with it and he says it’s fine and just carries on talking and that we can meet whenever I’m ready.
So, should I meet him? Ah I don’t know. Lol. It’s all scary and very exciting!